No sense of relief

Arrggh..

I still woke up middle of the night
Thinking and worrying that something may happen to you.
You tell me, you're safe
But I simply don't feel at ease at all.

One whole day I didn't receive your call,
I feel uneasy.
I don't want you to know that I am worrying,
So I find excuses to call you

Maybe I am scared.

I hope this fear can be over soon.

Peace ... where are you?

I just want you to die~~!

Who do you think you are to control our daily life, damn idiotic BASTARD!
You are a NOBODY! Damn it.
Serve you right, to be hurt by many diseases, because you don't deserve a better life than anyone else.
I curse you...
to dead earlier... Nobody will be sad over your death! Because you deserve to be in hell.
We will be smiling and happier to see you in the coffin!
DAMN BASTARD IDIOTIC ASSHOLE!

Oh ya, KEEP YOUR BLOODY MOUTH SHUT. YOU DON'T HAVE Jia jiao and not me (Since one year ago, I told myself I will not call you "UNCLE" again! You don't deserve any respect from mE! so never expect my friends and nobody else to call you! I will make sure everybody call you BASTARD instead) Your parents teach you to hit woman is it? Your parents teach you to spend woman's money is it? STUPID XIAO BAI LIAN.

SHUT YOUR MOUTH OUT AND GET OUT OF OUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will not let you have a chance to step in into this house again. I will make sure I do so. IF NOT I AM NOT WENDY TEO!

God, please give us the protection. Give me the strength and the courage to face whatever is coming whether is it life-threatening or what! I just hope Lord You are there to take care of us.